I couldn t settle down to any place

I couldn't settle down to any place,
I couldn't get accustomed to one face,
I couldn't help myself breaking a vow,
I couldn't let my consciense calm me down.

I could have many lovers - but in vain!
That wasn't the right end I had to gain.
Nobody made my soul supplied enough
Before I had to face Your broken love.

When You appeared my life became so fine,
I even dare to say it was divine!
Until I got the punishment by God
For all my previous immortal sin and blot.

It wasn't easy from the very start -
You can't believe that I would heal Your heart.
I've never known what given-ups can do,
But I will neither say the reason is in You.

Well maybe after many years of pain
You'll turn to me and make me live again, -
I'll warm Your frozen heart with all my tears
To wash away my dear's mares and fears.

I swear I won't be able for a fall!
If only there appears my all-in-all,
I will embrace and never let You worry...
Oh hear me now, my happiness...
I'm sorry!