No equality

Here in my room
There is no light
From night till noon,
From noon till night.

I feel You there,
It gives me Hope...
How did I dare
To love You so?

Oh hurt me now
Or take my hand
For endless crush
Of my emotion.

I'll show You how
I wait for rush
But how to set
Those wheels in motion?

Now call me bitch -
You have that right,
I need a switch -
Don't be polite!

But take me now
Or let me down -
I think it's time
For condemnation.

Please teach me how
My heart must fight...
Or where to find
My destination?