"Feeling myself nothing"

Feeling myself nothing
Having ideas, having no right words.
I play but I don't hear this laughing
What always I hear when say: "I love"

I liked...But I nothing have

I liked...But I nothing have not understood

Nice. But, it may be better

Nice. But, it may be better to have insead of "ideas" the word "thoughts". Maybe. Just a suggestion.
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Хорошо поэтом быть, Агнией Барто
Можно так писать как Я, но уже не то...